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[11 Nov 2009|11:36pm]

there are three men in my life

a boyfriend who loves me more than i will ever feel for him
a best friend who i am smitten with but who is not interested in me
someone i am yet to meet but i can't wait to.

[31 Oct 2008|09:15am]


He fingered me at school yesterday
It was his first time going that far.
mine too

[10 Jun 2008|01:13pm]

Hi everyone.

I've been going through my communities list & somehow until now it escaped my notice that I'm the only moderator of this one. This was not really a job I asked for, & I don't feel up to maintaining this place on my own.

So if anyone would like to moderate this community, please let me know. It's a nifty little place, & I'd hate to delete it (especially since it wasn't my creation in the first place), but I'd rather not be the one in charge.

Thanks. ♥
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Halloween [25 Oct 2007|04:33pm]

This year I'm being the white rabbit =3 last year I was a youkai [Japanese demon]

I've been a geisha, a cat, Luna Lovegood, Emily Strange, a kitty anthro, and more =3 my favorite so far has been the geisha. I still have my kimono ^^

i almost forgot about this community. [05 Sep 2007|02:44pm]

this moment's topic: things you like about yourself.
+ I'm incredibly sensitive, yet fearless and strong.

previous topics: things to do before i die.
+ create an amazing painting thats over 10 feet tall.
biggest fear is crawling babies/people.
art makes me happy even when i feel blue.
i have ocd does that count as a quirk?

Off topic- hope this is allowed [30 Jun 2007|09:55pm]

  My best friend's 18th birthday is in one month- and I have no idea what to do or what to give him.  He is my better half, my siamese twin, my partner in crime, whatever you like, and I want to do something special.  I plan on making him a cd, but that just does not seem like enough.

And so, I come to you, my friends, for answers to these questions:
--What would you give your best friend for their birthday?
--What would you do for them on their birthday?
--What songs remind you of your best friend? 

(x-posted.  hope that is also allowed.)

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Things I like about myself. [17 Jun 2007|02:34am]

- Finally getting good grades. At my last school all the teachers were too lazy to help me and give me work when I was at home after surgery. Now that I've changed schools, I'm getting way better grades.

- My lips.

- How long my hair is..almost to my hips =D

- My Creativity and my love for creativity itself.

- My ability to analyze myself better than I was able to a year ago.

- my growing art ability

- my love for my friends.

[15 May 2007|02:58am]

{things i like about myself}
. the complexity of my inner life (thoughts, emotions, deep-running feelings)
. my potential in the art in which i want to work for the rest of my life
. the color of my eyes
. what nice hugs i can give
. the way i dance a little when i cook in bare feet and skirts
. being an INFJ
. my shoulders
. having the ability to discern beauty in literally almost everything
. being viewed by my friends and peers as an innocent little girl, everyone's sweet (albeit slightly neurotic) little sister, even though it's frustrating at times
. i can love like nobody's business
. and beneath my innocent girlish exterior (which is not false at all), i am a sensual and powerful woman waiting to find her lover

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my best friends ex and my exs best friend [13 Apr 2007|05:20pm]

[ mood | and sad ]

My best friend has always been quiet, self conscious, very picky and afraid of weird things like answering the phone while she's home alone. Also she never had much luck in the department of dating , her past two boyfriends ended up becoming stalkers after she dumped them.

You won't believe how happy i was for her when she found a decent guy at the start of the college year. She was happy too. However she was always upset about their height difference. she was really short [5 ft] and he was really tall [6'2 ft].

When i was introduced to her boyfriend I thought he was pretty hot, one of the reasons why i was happy for her, anyway we clicked straight away. we had so many things in common.

I didn't know until later that my ex was best friends with my best friends boyfriend. Also I developed a soft spot for my best friends boyfriend. He was nice and good looking, i mean no girl in her right mind would fail to notice him. I refused to admit even to myself i kinda liked him let alone tell someone else.

a few months later i had gotten back with my ex. we decided a double date would be fun. the date went awful.after the date i ended things again.

before long some Irish guy asked me out,we hit it off really well and we had fun, for a month. then i realized he wasn't interested in me, but the one thing that really threw me off was his immaturity, it made me furious.

before i had ended things with the Irish guy i found out my best mate and her boyfriend were having some problems, arguments etc. I didn't think much of it.

on our usual cigarette break at college i was talking to my best friend boyfriend and my other friends, my best mate never joined us because she doesn't smoke. Anyway, our conversation led us to relationships and i was asked about my love life. i told them i had a boyfriend. my best friends boyfriend reacted really weirdly as in 'Really? You have a boyfriend?'

the same day i got a text from my best friend saying she got dumped. I think i was more gutted about it than she was. she said it was the only relationship so far that had ended nicely and with no tension. I guess i was convinced to an extent she was ok.

Then I very stupidly but by accident ended up flirting with my best mates ex while knowing very well that she still liked him A LOT!

I felt awful
but sadly i didn't regret it.

Then i decided to tell my best friend about it. I wanted to be open with her because since the year had started we had really begun drifting apart and it had been getting me really down.

the first thing she said was 'I knew it'
I just didn't know what to tell her after that.
the other thing that really made me feel awful was when she said 'you two were close from the beginning anyway'
my heart nearly stopped when she said it.

nearly a month ago now he asked me out, I accepted.
we are having fun together and i feel comfortable with him but I think i made a mistake.
I think i destroyed any chance of restoring the relationship i had with my best friend.

I miss her so much and now I've lost her probably for good all because of a stupid guy ...
I'm so scared when i talk to her, i keep having this feeling that she'll turn around any second and say I betrayed her or something along the lines..

I don't want to lose her

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Theme [09 Nov 2006|07:53pm]

i'm new.
my name is sarah, and i like that i'm only 5'3.

i like that my hair is 3748274813 different colours and i've never dyed it.
i like my back.
i like that my feet are small.
i like that i'm a really good listener.
and i like that i'm a book worm.

[08 Nov 2006|01:28am]

hiii i'm new. i'm kate.
i like my lips.
i like how i can keep secerts.
i like how i can kick butt at mario.
i like my style.
i like my taste in music. lawl.
i like how i'm not too skinny, but not too fat.
i like my small boobs. :)
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Theme: Things I like about myself [25 Sep 2006|04:13pm]

I just made this journal and wanted to post about previous topics.

I like my...

-ability to put myself in other people's shoes
-ability to forgive
-sense of humor
-musical expression
-tan color
-calm and loving nature

[23 Aug 2006|12:15pm]

What is something that inspires you?

It can be a quote, lyrics, a picture, a person, an idea, anything.
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[07 Jul 2006|11:04pm]

Hi, nothing has been posted here in a while. Can I start a new topic?
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[16 Jun 2006|02:07am]

Oh dear! We haven't changed the topic in so long! I'm sorry, dearies. Anyone have suggestions for a new one?
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Hello [15 Jun 2006|05:02pm]

[ mood | strange ]

Hi. I'm new. I just joined LJ yesterday :)

THEME: Things I like about myself:
I like the fact that I can eat and eat and only gain a little bit of weight. I like the fact that the guys I like usually like me back. I like owning my own car and being able to afford some of the things I want. I like the fact that I can watch movies by myself and not be embarrassed. I like being my own boss. I like the fact that I have a dog. I like being able to do some yoga poses. I like my hair. I like all the LJ userpics I chose today!

[29 Apr 2006|08:45am]

[ mood | creative ]

My names Kacey, this is therapy for me,
to say something positive for once instead
of just beating myself down even more..

I like my makeup skills.
I like my bracelets.
I like how I make him feel.
I like my poetry.
I like my singing.
I like my kindness.
I love my ripcage and bones.
I like that I am trying to recover.

[16 Apr 2006|10:21pm]

i like my lips
i like my hair
i like my singing voice
i like that i can make him melt
i like that he loves me
i like that i love him
right now i like everything about me

[16 Apr 2006|11:22pm]

My name is Kate, I'm new here.
I like my dark dark brown hair.
I like every single one of my scars.
They're all unique and tell a story.
I like how I can walk in high heels.
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[14 Apr 2006|01:47am]

I like my closet romantic.
I like my undies.
I like my taste in movies.
I like my lips...sometimes.

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